Separator Sunday

there is only a  thing which separates I and the first day of 7th semester.
it called, Sunday.
and it will come in next 6 minutes.

Now I'm doing my Internship Journal, or I should called it with 'endless' in the beginning.
because I always try to finish it soon, since the first time I type it, and it reached 80% by now
I only can say Alhamdulillah, and finally. that's all.
while the other tasks are behind it.

I feel better that last week.
since I have something-or big thing(s)- to do. I feel that I am not an idle person.
so, big and lot works are my trigger. and I hope it will be more and more good in the following days.

and maybe I will try too keep posting this semester.
the first day of last-year-in-college will come.
it reminds me to how I run this blog, on February 2011. when the other students prepare all thing to fight their UN, but I did blogging. hahaha.

That was a not-safe-to-follow.


Seeya<3 br="">

Bad Thing Happened for A Reason

I am going to type this with English, so maybe it can make a story 'feels' smoother than reality


Now, I am typing about my daily activities in holiday
It was nothing.
I felt I was spent it, unwisely.
I become worse-than-yesterday person.
I just feel, drowned.
for you know, I typing this posting while huge tasks are waiting to be done.
for a task, I found a definitely-BIG-Problem, but I take it really-slow

do you have any idea what's happened to me?

I only do nothing, everyday
I woke up at 7
I missed morning prayer, everyday, along holiday

I played with my 10 inch tablet, the whole day

the most unforgettable moments was only when I met around with old friends,
beside that? Exactly nothing.

I feel that I am lost.
I can't control myself.
I hid.
from nothing that I can't sure myself.

I do not know why I'm feeling so Great, but lost.
Like I will survive everywhere I am
which mean, I am definitely in WRONG WAY
but I can't steer myself
I broke promise that I made for myself
I have no priority right now
I undisciplined me

I couldn't resist
too many negative things in me now
I just can hope I get my positive side soon,

I just....

Random-Browsing (Kaskus)

seharusnya pagi ini gue ngerjain 'tugas suci' pake laptop
tapi malah random-browsing, masuk kaskus, dan ketemu orang yang tulisannya setipe sama tulisan gue
dan gue baca sambil berlinangan air mata wkwk.
lagi-lagi menemukan sesuatu yang meaning-nya sama kaya apa yang gue rasain
HAHAHA.

http://www.kaskus.co.id/thread/53c156c7a4cb1772018b457d/kalau-udah-pacaran-9-tahun-terus-putus-gimana-perasaannya-gan-masukkk-yuk/

Maroon 5 - Maps (and its content)

hari-hari sebelumnya yang gue anggap 'normal'
di hari terakhir ketemu sebelum gue mulai kuliah lagi di Bandung..

Lagi ngutak-ngatik laptop, gue liat chat di Path-nya dia..
Gambarannya sama kaya video klip Maps-nya Maroon 5, udah liat? cuma gue versi baca Path gitu.

nih gue kasih liriknya aja ya.
nih link youtube-nya barangkali ada yang belom liat : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmugSMBh_iI

MAPS 

by Maroon 5

I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
'Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh oh

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

menurut gue, maknanya cukup mewakilkan.

semoga you yang gue maksud gak baca ya. semoga sehat selalu bos! Amin.

Intermezzo

Wow, looking at my own blog and it is very dusty and ashes everywhere!!

it is a long time no give any posting because I have a great semester last period

I say a very Happy Ied Fitri, please forgive any past mistakes, may Allah bring back our pureness. Amiin.

and, I typing this post while doing a-morning-cleanig-up my kosan. so this post is end-up here, if I have free time tonight, maybe I will post something for you read.
Have a good  Friday!

Regards