September

I keep the story in my manual-book, All I wanted to say is...

Separator Sunday

there is only a  thing which separates I and the first day of 7th semester.
it called, Sunday.
and it will come in next 6 minutes.

Now I'm doing my Internship Journal, or I should called it with 'endless' in the beginning.
because I always try to finish it soon, since the first time I type it, and it reached 80% by now
I only can say Alhamdulillah, and finally. that's all.
while the other tasks are behind it.

I feel better that last week.
since I have something-or big thing(s)- to do. I feel that I am not an idle person.
so, big and lot works are my trigger. and I hope it will be more and more good in the following days.

and maybe I will try too keep posting this semester.
the first day of last-year-in-college will come.
it reminds me to how I run this blog, on February 2011. when the other students prepare all thing to fight their UN, but I did blogging. hahaha.

That was a not-safe-to-follow.


Seeya<3 br="">

Bad Thing Happened for A Reason

I am going to type this with English, so maybe it can make a story 'feels' smoother than reality


Now, I am typing about my daily activities in holiday
It was nothing.
I felt I was spent it, unwisely.
I become worse-than-yesterday person.
I just feel, drowned.
for you know, I typing this posting while huge tasks are waiting to be done.
for a task, I found a definitely-BIG-Problem, but I take it really-slow

do you have any idea what's happened to me?

I only do nothing, everyday
I woke up at 7
I missed morning prayer, everyday, along holiday

I played with my 10 inch tablet, the whole day

the most unforgettable moments was only when I met around with old friends,
beside that? Exactly nothing.

I feel that I am lost.
I can't control myself.
I hid.
from nothing that I can't sure myself.

I do not know why I'm feeling so Great, but lost.
Like I will survive everywhere I am
which mean, I am definitely in WRONG WAY
but I can't steer myself
I broke promise that I made for myself
I have no priority right now
I undisciplined me

I couldn't resist
too many negative things in me now
I just can hope I get my positive side soon,

I just....